Cyndi Syt 20 years of live-hood. Old enough to be your mother. Location is in Singapore, a small dot in the world map (in any case you have no idea). Straight.
Pure chinese, please don't make me repeat this. For your information, I am very impatient, cannot even wait for a second. // I'm a extremely weird girl who's vain like all other girls.
If you don't know me, then don't judge me. I had been thru what you had not. Grow up,childish monsters.
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Extremely sad! Why nowadays I'm so emo? Why? Serious mood swing. Well, he's going indonesia for a month next year! SIGH! :( A month?! Can you imagine that? Sigh sigh sigh.
The saddest part! He scold me a bitch last night! Whoa! Sigh. How can he? :( He also said I suck. I don't know he's joking or what, but I'm very sad after I saw that.
Randomly ranted ♥ 12:31 AM
Monday, October 29, 2007
Sinyi is sick. Aww!! :( Didn't went to school.
Regretted going to the party at singtel club on the 27th. Suck to the core man. It's like a functional room, not a club? Fucking waste my money.
I'm missing him to the max man. Grr.. Sometimes he's just so good to me, but sometimes, it's like otherwise. I'm so confused by his actions. Why? If he don't mean it, why he said that? I know maybe he got some reasons, I can understand. But, he how many times he disappoint me and I said nothing at all.
I ♥ LJK I'm loving him to the max! There's this MV which featured him, it's really touching :( It made me cried! Wait for the videos to load, it's really worth the wait! Trust me.
Part One - The storyline.
Part two - Girl's point of view
Part three - Jun Ki's point of view (which tells the whole story)
If you still don't understand the whole story, maybe you can ask me at msn :)
Randomly ranted ♥ 8:45 PM
Saturday, October 27, 2007
What happened to me? What happened to him? What happened to everyone?
I sucks, I have to admit that. I'm useless. Cried b'cus of a small thing. What a fucked up life.
I'm sad. So sad that I cried at Jurong Point just now. Sad over what? I don't know... I'm angry. So angry that I punched and strangled elmo at Toys "R" Us Poor elmo.
Sigh. I'm so sad.
Randomly ranted ♥ 12:09 AM
Friday, October 26, 2007
Birthday is wasted just like that. Didn't really celebrate or something. Was really really upset over things.
But... Nevertheless, my besties, Brenda and Liping never failed to cheer me up. Thanks, besties! Really thanks for your donut which you guys had queued TWO hours for! Thank you! ♥ LOVES
Will update pictures later on.
Randomly ranted ♥ 4:15 PM
Wednesday, October 24, 2007
Happy Birthday to myself,
Happy Birthday to Sinyi, Happy Birhday to me.
What a birthday. Sighs. Not even happy at all.
Hate it :(
No replies and everthing. Fuck life.
Went to school today, with nothing done for 3D, except for two sketches. Well, showed to my lecturer &he actually approved it. So, I can buy materials and start working on the model. I actually found out that alot of my classmate don't like my lecturer. They also told me, alot of complains lodged against him. Wow. Just found out these shit! 3D is crap man, suck to the core. How are we gonna finished up our model when he only brings TWO person to the workshop at a time. Somebody screw him up PLEASE! For god's sake.
Just bought a digital camera today (24th), it's Olympus FE-280, 8 mega-pixel. $399 + $55 (extended warranty) The extended warranty is worth it, cause it provides 4 extra years of warranty! So, altogether I'll have 5 years warranty for my camera :) Wahahaha!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MEEEEE!
Random Picture,
Cute love :D
Randomly ranted ♥ 11:32 PM
Tuesday, October 23, 2007
Got nothing much to say, let this lyrics represent what I'm feeling :) Loving this song to the max!
Norah Jones - Don't Know Why I waited 'til I saw the sun I don't know why I didn't come I left you by the house of fun I don't know why I didn't come I don't know why I didn't come
When I saw the break of day I wished that I could fly away Instead of kneeling in the sand Catching teardrops in my hand
My heart is drenched in wine But you'll be on my mind Forever
Out across the endless sea I would die in ecstasy But I'll be a bag of bones Driving down the road alone
My heart is drenched in wine But you'll be on my mind Forever
Something has to make you run I don't know why I didn't come I feel as empty as a drum I don't know why I didn't come I don't know why I didn't come
Random picture of the day Scribbling is the greatest hobby of all. Chill@LJS,CINE.
Randomly ranted ♥ 11:23 PM
Monday, October 22, 2007
Tons of undone home work. Congrats. Uncountable times of 'absent' and 'late'. Congrats again. High possibility of failing the final assessment. CONGRATULATIONS!
Well done, Sinyi. Well done.
Random picture of the day He's the new sex. Sweet.
Randomly ranted ♥ 11:29 PM
Sunday, October 21, 2007
Sadness filling up my life. Millions of questions running through my mind the whole day. What's up with my life? Why my life is in this way? Why am I in this world? Why is my English so so so bad? Why didn’t I study hard for O levels? & lead a normal ‘poly life’? It’s life, I guess. I really wonder.. Why can't I just be a normal obedient girl? Maybe I'm the "not-so-obedient" type by nature? How many times I said I wanted to change? Why must I skip classes when my mom actually paid thousands for my course? What can I do to make myself stop all these? Tell me, what to do?
At times, I really hoped my life’s just like a Multiple Choice question. Given a few choices.
I just hate my life. Bad things just keep happening. Fuck life man. Sometimes I really do enjoy my life, But most of the time, I'm hating it, to the max.
My birthday is like 4days away, and I’m not even a lil’ excited about it. I used to be so excited and thrilled about a month before my birthday. Now? Not even happy about it. Nothing. Not thrilled, not excited, not happy. How pathetic? :)
