Hello earthlings. I'm here to rant again.Yeah yeah, I hate my life. Totally sucks.Me and my sucky life.Wondering how I go online for the past days?It's wireless@sg. It saved me from boredom while I'm at hospital.Nope, I'm not discharged yet. I was admitted last Wednesday, and now, it has already been 6 days yet, I'm still not discharged.
I hate the plugs on my hand. I hate the food here. I hate bringing my drip to toilet.And lastly, I hate my life.What's the cause of everything (fever and all)?Curious? Yes? Same here.Doctor sent me for a scan.Results? It showed that I'm having kidney inflammation.How on earth did I get this kidney inflammation?!Even doctors said it's quite difficult for a person to have kidney inflammation.They said kidney inflammation will not drag the fever for like 5 months. It'll be immediate.So?! What's the cause of the continuous fever and stuff?!?! >:(Doctors said it may be a different cause of the fevers in the past and now. Whatever.And, I need to come back for injection everyday for 2 damn weeks after I've been discharged.Sighs, I'm lost now. I don't know what to do. My school? My life?It's not fair. Do I deserve all these? :(
Randomly ranted ♥ 9:48 AM
Monsoon
by The Tokio Hotel
I'm staring at a broken door
There's nothing left here anymore
My room is cold
It's making me insane
I've been waiting here so long
But now the moment seems to come,
I see the black clouds coming up again.
Running through the monsoon
Beyond the world,
To the end of time,
Where the rain won't hurt
Fighting the storm,
Into the blue,
And when I lose myself I think of you,
Together we'll be running somewhere new
Through the monsoon.
Just me and you
A half moon's fading from my sight
I see a vision in its light
But now it's gone and left me so alone
I know I have to find you now
Can hear your name, I don't know how
Why can't we make this darkness feel like home?
Running through the monsoon
Beyond the world
To the end of time
Where the rain won't hurt
Fighting the storm
Into the blue
And when I loose myself I think of you
Together we'll be running somewhere new
And nothing can hold me back from you
Through the monsoon
Hey! Hey!
I'm fighting all this power
Coming in my way
Let it send me straight to you
I'll be running night and day
I'll be with you soon
Just me and you
We'll be there soon
So soon
Running through the monsoon
Beyond the world
To the end of time
Where the rain won't hurt
Fighting the storm
Into the blue
And when I lose myself I think of you
Together we'll be running somewhere new
And nothing can hold me back from you
Through the monsoon
Through the monsoon
Just me and you
Through the monsoon
Just me and you
p.s/Soon, I'll be admitted to the hospital for about a week. Take care peeps!
And please help me click on the Nuffnang advertisements. I need money to pay my hospitalization bills >:(
Randomly ranted ♥ 1:35 PM
Ohmygod.
It's a
black Friday today, didn't you realize it?
Friday the 13th, usually unlucky and bad fortune will befall.
Everyday is not my day, how unlucky.
I think I might be
hospitalized next week for (estimated) 5-7 days.
Had to, doctor requested. Sighs.
I don't know what to do with my health, school, my life etc.
I'm
lost.
Randomly ranted ♥ 4:48 PM
Friendship/Relationships
Recently, I felt that friendship could be really fragile if not handled properly.Even the slightest misunderstanding could become the biggest obstacle.If heart-to-heart talks could revert everything, I would.If there's anything I could to do to salvage, I would.So many incidents occurred over the past few weeks.Those incidents made me realized how frail can relationship between humans be.I don't want to lose any relationship between me and my peers.Imagine how difficult it is to find a peer/friend among billions of people.We should cherish everything that fate has arranged for us.We should cherish the relationships and friendships around us.Be it misunderstanding or whatever, sit down and talk. Sort things out.Yes, sort things out, and we'll still remain as peers and friends.Remember, heart-to-heart talks are very important.
Randomly ranted ♥ 5:28 PM
3 cheers to Singlehood.Freedom. No burden.No restrictions.Yes to clubbing. Yes to drinking.Yeah to cute guys. (LOL, slap me.)For the first time, I'm ranting about me being single.Nothing wrong being single. It's nothing wrong being attached.I just enjoy being single. The freedom and all.But sometimes, I crave for the love and care. (whatever. *roll eyes*)And yes, fuck it. I fell sick, like again, over the weekends.High fever and all. Fuck it lah. I hate being like this. I hate it.Here I am, blogging and ranting instead of being at club enjoying with besties.Sighs. I hate it. I want to club so much. I want it so much.Yet. I'm down with fever again. >:(I'm a geek. True geek.I go out only when there's classes.I play Left4Dead.I surf forums, I bloghop.I shop online. I'm here blogging.Awww, who would want to be friends with a geek here. Sighs.
Randomly ranted ♥ 10:26 PM
I need to get drunk.
I need to release my tensed-up emotions.
I need to dance.
I need to dance my night away.
I need to meet my bffs.
I need to have a good talk with them.
I need a break.
I need a break in life; school.
My blog needs a pesticide, to drive the dirty little pest away.
Randomly ranted ♥ 10:38 PM
You are so...
You're irresponsible. You're lazy.
You can't set your piorities right.
You're immature. You're unreliable.
You're always giving excuses.
You're always running away from problems.
You're...
Randomly ranted ♥ 11:29 AM
