Cyndi Syt 20 years of live-hood. Old enough to be your mother. Location is in Singapore, a small dot in the world map (in any case you have no idea). Straight. Pure chinese, please don't make me repeat this. For your information, I am very impatient, cannot even wait for a second. // I'm a extremely weird girl who's vain like all other girls. If you don't know me, then don't judge me. I had been thru what you had not. Grow up, childish monsters.

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Sinyi is damn sick already. I think I'm dying soon :(
Sinyi is sad now. Sinyi is sadddddddddddd :(

Emotions inside me:
Why he doesn't he seems to understand. Why?
Maybe I didn't say it out?
Why? Why? Why? Hmmm..
Why I like him so much when I know he won't like me back?
Why I deserve all these things?
Why must I be the one who's always taking the initiative?
Why must I miss him so much when he won't even think of me?
Why must I like him. Why? :(
It's really better to have a person who likes &love you.
Fuck all these shit.
Maybe I should just give up on him. Just give up.
He's treating me like a toy, he doesn't like me, I should give up.

Reality:
Come on luh, grow up luh sinyi. We are not even together! Why MUST he message you every single day? Why must he reply every single message you sent? Why must he share his problems with you? Why must he meet you? Why must he celebrate your birthday with you? Why must he even care for you? Why?! So, stop all the annoying complains!
Yeah, why? :) We're not even together man. Haa! Got it already. We're not even together, and his actions tells me, we can never be together...

There's a voice in me that starts to say:
Just die okay, sinyi. Just die.

Randomly ranted ♥ 12:15 AM