I feel bad.
I feel guilty.
I feel uneasy.
Sigh.

I did a lot of bad things for the past days. Shit.
I promised myself a good attendance, but, I skipped like 5 lessons last week (3 days).
Yes, I'm bad, but I just don't know why.
Sorry to myself. Argh.

I guess I'm going crazy soon.
Paranoid, fears, and sleepless nights.
Thoughts running through my mind every now and then, and it's one of the reason which refrains me from my sweet dreamland every night.
I guess that's me, forever thinking that much. Forever.

I just came across this article.
It's such a cruel thing to do to your love(d) ones.
How can a person just behead another who is so close to you, and whom you love so much.
I guess that's something you'll do out of jealousy, out of anger.
Sometimes, when you don't manage anger and jealousy properly, things can go wrong, very wrong.
Love turns to hatred; rage.

Love, uh huh.
What exactly is that. I don't know.
And I don't even care.
I had been on the shelf for year(s).
Yeah, but do I care? (Okay -.- Sometimes I do.)
Single is good.
Go anywhere, with anybody, without restrictions.

I'm so addicted to this song. (Okay! RANDOM!)


We were as one babe
For a moment in time
And it seemed everlasting
That you would always be mine

Now you want to be free
So I'm letting you fly
Cause I know in my heart babe
Our love will never die
No~

You'll always be a part of me
I'm a part of you indefinitely
Girl don't you know you can't escape me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby
And we'll linger on
Time can't erase a feeling this strong
No way you're never gonna shake me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby

I ain't gonna cry no
And I won't beg you to stay
If you're determined to leave girl
I will not stand in your way
But inevitably you'll be back again
Cause ya know in your heart babe
Our love will never end
No~

You'll always be a part of me
I'm part of you indefinitely
Girl don't you know you can't escape me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby
And we'll linger on
Time can't erase a feeling this strong
No way you're never gonna shake me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby

I know that you'll be back girl
When your days and your nights get a little bit colder oooohhh
I know that, you'll be right back, babe
Ooooh! baby believe me it's only a matter of time

You'll always be a part of me
I'm part of you indefinitely
Girl don't you know you can't escape me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby
And we'll linger on
Time can't erase a feeling this strong
No way you're never gonna shake me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my my baby....

You'll always be a part of me (you will always be)
I'm part of you indefinitely
Girl don't you know you can't escape me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby
And we'll linger on (we will linger on....)
Time can't erase a feeling this strong
No way, you're never gonna shake me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby

Always be my baby.

p.s/Balls! I need to wake up early for the next two days. Sucks >:(