Today, I was walking on the street with my mum while chatting with her. I felt something dropped on my head, and it didn't felt like a leaf to me. I asked my mum if it was a bird poop or something. She said no. To make sure it's not, I used my hands to brush through that part of my hair, and I felt nothing strange. I'm glad that it's not a bird dropping. A few hours later, when we were on our home (walking to my block to be exact), I used my hand to brush that part of my hair again, and I felt something a some batch of my hair clumped and became hard (like the texture when applied hair gel) this time. It's like something wet and sticky dried on my hair. Apparently it wasn't hair gel because I don't put hair gel, it was the transparent bird poop. I feel like shouting F my life on the spot.p.s/ Should I post this on FML? Laughs.
Randomly ranted ♥ 8:54 PM
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Randomly ranted ♥ 10:29 PM
I've just realised that I haven't update this blog of mine for some time.
Not that I don't care. Just that I'm sick again. Fuck it okay.
I want to be a healthy girl, I want to healthy and strong again.
I don't know why all this shit is happening to me.
Maybe it's karma.
I will fail my assessments for sure.
I'm stressed. I just want to cry my heart out.
I want to shout, I want to curse and swear out loud.
I just hate my life totally.
I would have ended it long ago if it was not for my family and friends.
I don't know why was I born to this world to suffer.
I don't know why I have to be sick.
I don't know why I have to go through all these.
I feel alone.
I feel ugly.
I feel unhealthy.
I feel that nobody understands me.
I miss my friends.
I miss the fun.
I miss the healthy me.
I miss you.
Randomly ranted ♥ 8:48 PM
SIGHS
Everything's not going well for me.
My school and my health suck totally.
I hate fever so much now.
I'm scared to be hospitalised again.
I'm afraid to be alone in the hospital.
I hate blood tests, I hate the needles.
I hate everything related.
I thought all the bad luck had already vanished.
I thought lady luck was shinning on me again.
I thought I would be healthy again.
I thought I would not be having the damn fever again.
I thought...
Randomly ranted ♥ 11:35 PM